I hate when I cant do anything about anything! I hate that im freaking 22 hours away from the place im most needed. I hate that everytime something bad happened, Im stuck down here and can't help the people I love. I hate the fact that the worst of things happen to the best of people. I hate that I can not even call her. Or that she can not call me. I hate having to hear about everything, then just having to sit around and wait for another call. GAHHH!!!! AND I HATE THE FACT THAT I GOT SOO EXCITED BOUT COMING UP AND SEEING MY BROTHER AND SISTER!... and.. SNOW!!!! which i havent seen in 2 years!!! YEA...!! THAT HAD TO BE SHATTERED BY THE MOST DEVASTATING NEWS EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what did anyone do to deserve this? Hell.. I cant think of anything... can you? gah.. I hate soo many things right now!