wow....spent nearly 4hrs on the phone tonight with Mike, Antonio and Antonio's friend Ryan who has a sexy voice....lol.....felt good to chat to ppl......I wanna phone chat with ppl more! lol.....as soon as i get off groundin gonna hang at the movies with Mike n get Antonio and maybe Ryan to hang out. Need social contact...... still pretty depressed....Psycho is makin me go to Meijers with her at like 3am so I'm just stayin up can sleep friday night cuz friday mornin 2am gonna be in line at the stores/....joy fuckin joy....... Well whenever she goes to bed gonna finish carvin Razor Whore........Gah I hate nights....they're the worst time for me......Want to die......Suddenly feel like cryin....