Meh....today at skool sucked...... Dude my mom called me an immature bitch! How the hell am I immature>? meh.....just for that....I am gonna get a gun....and kill myself in her bedroom....MWHAHAHAHAHA She'd honestly be more pissed about her walls and furniture being ruined then me...but eh what the hell....my last revenge...Now to get a gun...will have to do a little askin around skool. I know I could get one if i tried. Still in pain from earlier...gah...gay... OMFG.....like around 7 my grandma went to the laundry mat which is just around the corner from me...so i walked over there dressed in my goth get up....<<<>>>> and like this creepy older dude was washin his clothes...and I could see him watchin me out of the corner of my eye. So like...I hung around for an hr. got a cheeseburger from homers which is nextdoor to the laundrymat and talked to Nana. And like the dude kept coming and leavin. So around 8:30 I started walkin home. I saw the dude pull up in his car at the laundrymat parkin lot and he didn't get out. So I was walkin down the street...and he got in his car and trailed behind me reallii slow. Then he parked on the street and watched to see what house I went into. I was soo freaking...that was just way out there for me...fucked up man. I miss Nick....so bad...Cannot stop listening to "Don't Fear the reaper" Want to hear his voice...want to see him again..Wonder how long psy will keep him? *cries* I want Nick....Love him so much...can't stop thinking about him 24/7 I'm acting civil to Scott....It's not so bad....did kinda miss him...but this is strictly a friend thing as far as i'm concerned and he agrees. oh today durin Lunch...everyone kept passing around my notebook....they liked the first page.... <<<>>>> and like Kim and Molly were readin a poem i just wrote....and they're like...its weird. They couldn't believe I wrote it...but meh...i think its terrible... "No Title" When death has gripped upon thee No long life shall I see Tis be praying for this fate Come now reaper don't be late Fore I am ready to depart Since my beloved has taken my heart Tis him I must follow Fore my feelings are bare and hollow Walking to where there be no light I see him within sight Running, fore Him I am happy to see Yet he pushes away from me "Tis it not your time my dear" "But this world without you I do fear" "You tis not be ready" "Surely I am, Can you not see?" "Go my beloved back to life.... Love you..My dear sweet wife" Tis thee wake all alone Having to face the world on thy own Waiting for the day, My time will be And My beloved I can once again see Sucks I kno eh but what the hell.....I'm bored...... enuff posts for one night...lol RaZoR wHoRe