Wellz......Still depressed and suicidal... Allen was givin me sum great ideas.....Drano and Pop rox..lol. Hey what the hell? Drano just burns like a muther fucker. I have pool chemicals too :) hehe Sad eh. I can smile while I'm Suicidal at the thought of my own Demise. Man I truly am one twisted Bitch. I don't care tho... OH GREAT NEWS!!!!!! Mike's Locker is like 15 down from mine!!!!! Finally Some body I kno! I am sooooooo fucking Happy. Thought I was gonna be all by myself.... Oh then like today Katie woke me up early so in the afternoon i laid down with Kuddles and like was sleepin in my bra and the doorbell rang and Katie answered it. Was Dallas and Ashley and I told'em to hang on so I could toss my hoodie on but Dallas came up stairs anyways And she's like Put on sum fuckin clothes! I'm like omg. I looked like hell. hadn't had a shower yet or anything. So we talked and watched Thirteen together. I *Love* that movie. It's got the greatest cutting scenes. Oh then Rob. The dude from Munster called again. I'm like dammit!!! Gawd. I don't like him. He called me a fat bitch and he's never even met me. I wear a 14/16 in Jeans.... Marilyn Monroe was a 14. I ain't Fuckin Barbie. Deal with it. And then Rob was like you're giving me a blowjob when we meet or I'll fuck u in the ass... I'm like WTF I barely know you and you want me to fuck you? He's an asshole....Can Kiss My White Fat Ass....Bastard. Yeah then like Bob said he didn't wanna meet up tomorrow. Pissed me off. I had the perfect Alibi so we could spend the day and night together. He said he had a nightmare about being arrested. So I'm like whatever. I get to go see The Air and Water show tomorrow on my Dad's Boat....Since he's such an Alcoholic I'm sure I'll be the one driving back. I have no fucking idea how to Get back from Lake Michigan to Calumet River but hey. I know how to drive the boat n stuff so shouldn't be too hard. Dude....Jack thought I didn't like him -_- I admit he does get on my nerves sometimes but yeah so does everyone. He's a cool guy n all.... I dunno why but for sum reason I reallii like him. Just haven't figured out why yet -_- ppl and feelings confuse me....lol oh Going back to Meijers tonight and hopefully the cams will be in....I so badly wanna take a pic of myself in full make up!!!!! Damn cheap ass fucking store. Like what I did with my journal? lol.... Thankies to the chick who helped me.....Can't remember ya name....lol Thanx tho, reallii appreciate it. That's what I Love about this website Everyone is so friendly. Oh yeah then me and my dad got into it today. He called me a cheap slut because of how dark I wear my make up. It's a free fucking country I'll wear as much eye liner as I please! Fuckin cock suckers. Man... Newyz. I can't think of anything else to add rite now so yeah... TTYL -RaZoR wHoRe-