[14] Shifting Sands

Listening to: Ginuwine - Pony
Feeling: annoyed

So yeah.



I was lazy today. I didn't work out at all. I know, I know...I'm supposed to stay on track and everything but I have an excuse - for one, my good friend Michael told me that it's not entirely healthy to push myself so much so quickly and taking ONE day of rest a week isn't going to kill me. He's right. I shouldn't overexert myself. Besides, I'm aching like a bitch today and my body could probably use the time to relax. So I just spent a good amount of time in Skype after playing WoW for a bit.



I'm still annoyed with Linus. He doesn't get to act like a depressive mope for almost a week and then come back and talk to everyone like nothing happened. That's not how life works. Like I get not wanting to talk about your problems, trust me, I do, but you don't sit there and make a big deal about them and then turn around and say "oh, I don't feel like talking about it..." if you don't want to talk about it, how about you NOT TALK ABOUT IT. Otherwise you come off like an attention seeking twit.



Meh. I feel like I'm going to go off on him soon. Which will be a real shame because we just started talking again a month or so ago and Ugh.



I didn't eat too well today, but as it's a cheat day, why not go the full mile?



Me, Anthony, and our friend Frankie took a shot with my best friend Jordan on Skype today to celebrate his 21st birthday. I love that we took his shot virginity. I love even more that I found a friend who I can trust 100% who only has my best interest in mind and has never done anything to hurt/upset/annoy me. I hope it stays that way. He's such a nice, genuine guy. And I'm too lucky to have in my life.


I know it's customary for the birthday person to make a wish, but here's my wish - I wish that Jordan and me stay friends forever. Cheesy, I know, but it would be a nice change. I've never had a friend who I can constantly count on and go to when I'm feeling low...and is actually there for me and cares. It's refreshing. And I'm getting used to it. I don't want to lose him. So I hope I never have to. <3

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