[13] A Necessary Evil

Feeling: comfortable

Today was decent.



I didn't sleep too too late, which is good, because I hate doing that - sleeping away the day is so annoying and just throws off my entire schedule. So I'm glad I was able to raise myself out of bed.



I finished that really amazing book last night and am 90% sure I'm going to buy the next one in the series...it ended on a cliffhanger, that's how they get you. I should know...I've done it, myself. Bad author, bad.



I actually worked out again this afternoon. TWO days in a row. That means it's becoming a pattern which is good because I NEED it to become a pattern. I need it to be like routine, something that I don't even have time to think about or make excuses for. I HAVE to keep on track.



I also kinda...started a bit of drama in my friend group today, by accident, sorta. Let me explain. We have a friend named Curtis who is always bitching and crying about stupid things that don't matter. Like every other day he comes in chat and says he wants to kill himself - because his computer isn't working or because he woke up late, etc. etc. It's childish, ridiculous, and attention seeking. We've all given him advice millions of times and he ignores it or doesn't listen - did I mention he's 16? Well, I guess he's supposed to be stupid...but I wasn't that stupid/stubborn at his age. I swear...okay, maybe a little! But I had friends who were on my ass about it, so I'm doing him the same courtesy.



I basically told him off about how he was doing and said if you're not going to carry yourself with respect/dignity, you can't expect other people to respect or allow you dignity. I understand more than anyone about depression/etc. I can also spot the real thing. He's a self-indulgent brat who doesn't know how to take direction. And I pointed that out. He tried to bring others into it, and they all sided with me. I knew they would (which is why I tried not to bring them into it) because they had expressed their annoyances with him. At the end, he agreed that he could be better or that he'd try. It was SOMETHING. I guess.


After talking to them on Skype for a few hours I then made dinner. Some beef/broccoli/rice thing. It was pretty good. I was damn near ravanous because of exercising earlier.



The rest of the night is devoted to playing WoW with Anthony. It's gonna be good. :D

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