I'm so numb lost in pain.. The feeling of lost love driving me insain. Why is she killing me.. Why must i give blood Shes tearing me apart making me feel like mud. I love her i really do but how can i stay with her when shes with you? Feeling deprived.. lonely... In sorrow.. how much more of my heart must she borrow.. Must we forget our solemn promise? Hate? I'm dying at any rate.. .. Feeling Numb.. Can I have Some novicane? To End this agony you caused.. all my pain..