I Feel..So Numb inside...It.. Sucks. It Feels Like someone stuck a Needle inside my heart Filled with novicane. Everyday i walk and wounder... Why. It hurts to See my Friends... all happy..Not a care in the world it sickens me. Stil I wish I could End It All. Cutting aint Helping The pain much. Still its helping me go on. I Wish I Can Meet the people helping me... Oh...how i wish to see kari, Kat, Paula....And My good friends Skyeler and Mike..But Its All A Dream..