No verse for tonight again. I worked a double today. Not too bad but I was an usher for the night shift, which didn't go that bad. I just hated the fact I was put on tickets. I was talking with my friend Nick who used to work there saying that technically, the ones who have been ushers longer are suppose to be on tickets, not the "newbies." Oh well. Today was actually kinda boring and slow, so I had the salt and ice thing going on. Since there were only 4 of us in the stands, I had all of them doing it. Mine kinda looks like a rash lol...I couldn't hold the ice on long enough to do anything...darn customers. *Victory dance* I finally got Brian's screen name and kinda phone number. It's to his cell...so all is well..ha ha, that rhymes. I was thinking about giving him this site to let him read my entries, I don't if that's such a good idea. I don't want him to get the wrong idea going on. I think I want to go see a movie on Thursday, since it's my day off. I think I'll go see Pirates again. Yeah, the one advantage to working at a theater is that the movies don't cost you anything...unless they're like, major block busters, then you get in free after a certain time. Yeah, Michelle comes back on Thursday, but it won't be until later that she comes here. I think I designated Sunday to be our day together and catch up and what not. Today just seems to get better and better...though I'm still not sure what Tim wants to do. I don't know what he'll think of me if he finds out if I'm dating another guy after I told him everything. I think Brian is one of those kinds of people when you can't pass them up because they're such good people. Maybe Tim wasn't really the best thing for me, and I thought he was. Though I did make it longer with him than anyone else and I must admit it's something I'll never forget. That's life but now, I should be focusing on the present, not the past. Ok, that's probably the most down I've felt all day. I really do want to stay friends with Tim, but neither of us have seen or spoken to each other since we broke up which was a month ago. Am I rushing things? I mean, I practically just met Brian, though I've kinda known him since 7th gradeish. Even Tim said that he thought we should see different people too. Oh well, he's in the past now. I think Stacey would probably approve better of Brian than Tim. Stacey looks more at how their faith is and actually, to tell you the truth, I really don't think Tim really cared about anything spiritually-wise. That kinda saddens me because everyone should be yearning and desiring to be closer to God. I think now God has provided me with something that could be of greater benifit than satisfying the physical desires of the world. Though I'm not saying that's what I'm after, it's not. I believe Brian is by far probably the sweetest person I've met. Yeah, Tim was, but it wasn't an all the time thing. I'm going to go with Michelle on this one and take the opportunity that has been given to me about Brian. The one thing I'm worried about is if he thinks I'll cheat on him. I have never come to the desire to cheat on any of the 3 boyfriends I've had nor do I ever want to. Now that I think about it, basing more of what you look for on how spiritually sound they are really is a good idea. Yeah, I'm too tired to think of anything else, it's like 2:52 am and I need sleep badly. I have a clarinet meeting today, it's Anna's birthday, and I have to work. So I guess I'll write stuff later.