1:37. Everybody that i know that i could possibly get weed off of was completely unavalible tonight. The albino was out in Highland park, totally away from civilization, Gabe was NOWHERE. The black dude was just as lucky as i was with erb, though im hittin him up and we're takin a road trip at some point tomorrow to go grab a zip or two off his boy in penn hills. Considering last time, this should be fuckin fun as hell. It's monday (technically Tuesday) and my plan of being wasted all week has already failed. i'll sneak up and hit ya like a fuckin tornado. GET CARSON DALY AWAY FROM ME. I'm staying awake as long as humanly possible in waiting for SOMEBODY to either appear online or make my phone ring. Since i've been banished from calling her house after midnight, all i can do is effin wait...Why am i so obviously insane? tick tick. I'd still love to know who don't have the balls to at least sign their name when harassing me via comments. You can talk shit all you want, i welcome it, but at least identify yourself...faggot. I intend to make this summer a summer to totally REGRET. I want bad things to happen, chaos to reign down on EVERYBODY, Failure to take the wheel. I want this summer to be so fucking ridiculously off the charts insane that I won't ever want it to end. God damnit i will not fail. So my mom asked me why i can't seem to hang onto a girlfriend for an extended period of time. I gave her my best possible answer. With the exception of Julie, I lost interest in all my other 'signifigant others' and just let them hit the road (if they didn't kick me to the curb first). I need to find a girl that i can seeeeeeee myself with in like, 20 years and what not. I need somebody who doesn't deal with bullshit drama, somebody that has a fuckin head on their shoulders when it comes to certain things. I've figured out that i cannot date a girl who doesn't smoke (tobacco or wacko tobacco), because we just won't mesh. She has to have at least a bit of my personality in their own, you know, we have to have SHIT IN COMMON. Ya know, someone on the same brainwave as me. I mean, i don't ever think the girl i'm looking for will be avalible to me, either metaphorically or literally. I'm d00med to run stag for the rest of my life, and i really don't like that idea. it's round last call, so i think that's what i'm gonna do. If your tempted to call me, please do. But i suggest it be either in the next 20 minutes, or tomorrow. "what ya need to do, is just admit ya love me" - Bubba