b120d13. I guess i do get jealous, but fuck no im not gonna show it, that would make me less of a man. There are alot of things i don't share with you, and for good reason. But it's starting to get to me, the little things. I..I don't know. Then again, when your gone, it's just going to revert back to the same thing. That's why 90% of these situations never work out, theres distrust, dishonesty, everything. I wish i could just make it all go away, but that won't ever happen. I'm going to have to either live with it, and trust you, or just forget about everything. Yeah, 3:55 and im going to sleep. I've been living off of rolled up cigarettes, Ramen Noodles, and Instant Coffee for a week now. I have torn cartilidge in my knee that shifted behind my knee cap yesterday and i cannot for the life of me walk on the mother fucker...work? hah, i cant walk. I'm about fucked in that category. "I hope you all had fun last night at the Summer of X concert. Social D was the show stealer, but My Chemical Romance rocked an awesome show. I was backstage, and halfway during the set, they slowed it down, and everyone whips out the lighters. I even saw this one guy blowing fireballs." -Digby (THAT WAS ME AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA) *later*