i totally took the incorrect initiative relating to something that i previously CLARIFIED TO MYSELF THAT I COULD NOT DO. Like i told her, the night was fucked. Maybe it was fucked from the start..but either way, ahem. muahz. fuck me. i suck. that was totally painless.. too bad it's OPPOSITE DAY. i was so psyched for that and it all got fucked im going home to cry, hit the cell if you wish to do so. (holy fuck please)