random tears

Audra, Well back to that random crying issue. You know how we were talking last night about if either of us was randomly crying (or crying at all) we should just call the other one...it just sucks that you’re asleep right now…I seriously don’t know why I’m crying, and I wish I wasn’t. (Maybe I sort of do...Lindsey might know why actually). I guess in a way I’m not sad or anything, but I don’t even want to go into this right now. I'll talk to you tomorrow about it. So yeah…I just got back from Diego’s house. He made a WONDERFUL dinner (of something he wouldn’t tell us the name)…so that was fun. I think it was the first time we were eating without him really yelling at Stephen about something (quite exciting, lol). We had fondue! Oh yeah, so who all was there: Lindsey T., Lindsey R., Zaq, Stephen, Diego and myself. We had a toast with our cider (again, I had cider!...yummy). Nisha couldn’t go because her cousin was in town. After dinner we played card games (totally intense…like cut-throat “I’m going to kill you” kind of playing). The main game was Egyptian Ratscrew, and I’m soooo getting better at it (but still losing, lol). We also played BS and Go Fish a lot. There was an issue between Stephen and Diego over Egyptian Ratscrew (I’ll explain that one later), but it eventually got worked out. Eventually I had to leave, but I didn’t give Diego his gift (I have a good reason for that though). Overall I had fun, and Diego is an AMAZING cook (who knew that a 17 year old BOY could make what he does, lol). I WON GO FISH!!! I definitely don’t want to go to work this week. Stephen’s suggestion is for me to just call in sick tomorrow and go rollerblading instead. I would so rather go rollerblading (well I don’t have any rollerblades at the moment, but that could be dealt with later), but I don’t think my mom would let me just call in sick. I’m going to quit working there though. I just don’t have that much fun anymore, and I’m SICK of Stan. I think I might talk to him after my shift tomorrow, but we’ll see about that. I just want to scream…at so many things. On to something more fun…I saw you for OVER 24 hours yesterday/today…lol, and we still aren’t sick of each other! So yesterday after I left school (oh yeah…I BARELY got A’s in Chem. and Spanish…I got a 89.5 in Chem. and some sort of 90 in Spanish…scary) I went home and you came over. (as you already know, lol) Nisha and Lindsey couldn’t come over right away, so we went to Subway…it was good :). We all baked cookies (also quite fun) and watched “I’ll be Home for Christmas” with JTT (Lindsey’s new crush…lol). Oh, that picture of us (Lindsey had to leave before the picture…how sad :( ) I’ll try and put on here later, but it’s kinda almost 1 in the morning, so I don’t want to deal with it now. You and I spent like 2 hours making those stained-glass, plastic, little kid, things. I spent the night at your house, talked to Diego like 3 different times, watched two movies again (A Walk to Remember and Bruce Almighty…which you fell asleep during, lol), and went to sleep. Sorry I wouldn’t get out of bed at six something to go to the post office with you (WAY too early in the morning). I spent most of the morning running around with your sisters…that was a blast…little kids can be so much fun. I kinda want to go to sleep now. I wish I could talk to you (actually pretty much talking to anyone at the moment would help a bit, but that’s not going to happen). Despite this though, I am still quite happy and (besides work tomorrow) I think I’ll have a good day. I’ll talk to you in the morning! Love ~Sarah (P.S. Still didn’t do that thing I told you I would…I’m so sorry…I’ll explain later) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Update: I'm not crying anymore...and I feel better.:D
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hey sorry you were crying, at least diego's house was fun?

if you need someone to talk to, you can always talk to me.

lindz hasnt given me my cookies yet....that thief! hmm as far as last night, def wish i was there, it would have been MUCH more fun than sitting here with my cousin.

lol that picture...soooo worth putting up!

love you!
nish
tehe whoops forgot to unbold! love you!