Surprise?

Listening to: Cold
Feeling: awful
So I returned.... A little earlier than I would have wanted nor planned on but it will stop me from getting harrassed by people. Even though their intentions are right and I am just my usual ignorant self and look past those reasons. Am I better than my last entry? I'll let that question answer itself as I do not have all the answer to everything and every question that will always remained unanswered because I am too lazy and care none to retrieve those answers. I find relief in music...and what's even more funnier is that I can't sing and even though I want to and trying to get lessons, don't play the bass or drums. So my refuge comes from listening to it, who would have ever thought? I am getting put on acutane for my ugly face and they said in the book that if you start to have sadden feelings/depressed as well as thinking of harming yourself while on the medicine then to tell your doctor immediatly. What happens if you already have those thoughts? And already hurt yourself? I guess it will make everything more extreme...I really do have such great things to look forward to. Tomorrow, SuperBowl Sunday is another example. Why the hell do people find this as another excuse to just party and drink until they can no longer stand up? It's just a damn football game, no different than the other ones in the season..except they get an ugly looking trophy at the end and can call themselves 'World Champions.' How does that work though? The U.S.A. isn't the world and we don't play any teams but the ones in our lovely country..-mumbles- Yet another question and thing in my life that I will never come to grasp or understand the meaning. What I will be doing for Sunday? I got invited to a church party..but the obvious reasons for me not attending is the word C-H-U-R-C-H! Oh, that and I have came down with one of the worse colds I could imagine..I can barely open my mouth and when I do my voice comes out in broken whispers and the throat, I didn't even inted to harm that part of my body. -coughs- Heh, now I sound like a certain person I know..me? I'm done complaining now and I have, for my return, a POTC Quote for those of you that missed it... ...::...POTC Quote of the Day...::... The Black Pearl? I’ve heard stories. She’s been preying on ships and settlements for near ten years. Never leaves any survivors. No survivors, eh?(I know he doesn't say eh but if he did wouldn't that sound so much better??!!) Then where do the stories come from, I wonder? Adios las personas de mi diary...
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I am glad you have returned, you wonderful pirate woman, but sorry about your cold. I hate having a cold, it's nasteh.

And thank you for my welcome to the dead side. They're not gonna be putting me on meds.
[Anonymous]
thanks a lot for the help!!! my diary is going to be decked out in orlando bloom and johnny depp. ha, me? obsessive? never. :winks:
[Anonymous]
oops, sorry, that last message was mine, i hit annonymous on accident.

~Bree
[Anonymous]
The Super Bowl is the biggest game in pro football, so that's why everyone overreacts about it. I hurt myself 2 and sometimes it sucks. I found out some crap on Saturday about cutting and it really scared me.
[Anonymous]