She has left my lovely mother , when she left for vancouver I just about choked up. It's amazing shes not even gone yet and I honestly miss her so much ! We haven't been seperated for longer than 5 days in my whole entire life! It's going to be so strange to not see her face in the audience at my recital on monday.I love her. Nic has also left , and I miss him as well he's the Humphery to my Audrey ! Partner in crime. I don't leave until Friday..8( Last night I worked the midnight shift and it was NUTS! as always thats what I lovee about it . Also just in the past few days, a person whom I never thought would make contact with me again did. I am so glad , I have let some of that guilt go and feel more refreshed. Unfortunatly this has made " the heart breaker" lash out in harsh word against me , blaming me for his own faults. It is true ..at first I was a bit taken a back , thinking WHAT!!?? am I really causing pain to "everyone" as he had said. Then I read a little entry , that made me think .. if I my telling her the truth is not causing her pain ... then the only person I am causing this pain to is him, and I must say he certainly deserves it! I love you all! Audrey without her humphrey 8(