I feel so stupid , so niave I should have known all this was gonna happen. I gave in to his ways again warned all along that he would break my heart a 3rd time. I can't stop thinking about it . After he told me and I quote "this is what I wanted this is exactly what I wanted". If he wanted it this so fucking bad whay did he go and fuck it up!!?? He had no clue what he wanted! HE LIED AGAIN! Even after I made him promise that he wasn't trying to convince himself that I was what he wanted. I am so Frozen completely sour . He tells me he hates to make me wait again ... HE SHOULD!!.. he's led me on for so long and now he wants me to WAIT MORE!! I miss him so much but after all this shit i know I am not the girl he really wnats. After everything he told me . Making me feel like I was the only one who understood him ....is that really the truth?????? or was that some sort of game?? I want to know the truth ...THE REAL TRUTH but everytime I ask for it he lies to me. Im sorry , I do feel sorry about everthing thats happened to her I can tottally relate to her which is whay we bonded so quickly....I really hope I can get over him this time because Im not the one he wants . he should have known better than to take advantage of me this way knowing how much I believed him ..it hurts it really does . But "I'll put on a good show" Love ya'll kristesirmferen Maybe zaasasgdfseg idunno never mind Im going nuts! i wish this never happened .. I knew it was to good to be true.