I have been locked out of my house until 5 30 and so I am still at school because welll what else am I supposed to do ! So my week so far has been very dull . I have done nothing except have the pleasure of sitting in the doctors office last night for an hour ... stupid waiting clinics . All I had to do was get a presciption and that takes like two secounds... as long as it isn't the scary russian doctor . He is really scary he treats me as if I am a stereotypical teenager . 21 days till I turn 15!! Josh is still in Florida having lots of fun I hope I misss him alot . I honestly can't wait till thet summer because I am so sick of school it is like a consecutive pattern every single day and I can't stand it . I would rather be anywhere else in the world!! I am sure next year will be alot more interesting then this one. I wish so much that I had somthing exciting to say but I don't because every thing is so unbelievibly dull. Irma is grounded again because of her report card , I don't beleive in grounding because it is pointless ... what do you learn from being grounded ? And Irma's marks are not that bad .... I think that maybe her parents secretly want her to be a docter or somthing they don't think that being a singer or mucician is an accual career! Well then I guess its over for me ... Music and entertainment is what I am all about ! My mom has never grounded me because of my marks ... messy bedroom ,yes....lieing,yes.....Things that I am not willing to talk about , of course ... But never marks unfortunatly I think that is only because her marks were never that good herself . But she turned out just fine and so will I !!! So don't bother me about my marks because that is my buisness! 1)stuff 2) If I said hopless what is the first thing that you think of?? 3) emo I don't really like the term emo I prefur soft rock !