Things haven't been going so great ... Infact things have been going HORRIBLY! This is mainly because of my " image " . I can't stand anything about myself latley. My face , My body , school , I cannot stand going to school everyday and seeing all the other girls. The girls who are stunningly beautiful... not so long ago I thought I was pretty. Now that is just fragment of the past , and it is driving me insane!! I want to be the way I was before or no way at all!! I have seen a change in my looks that I cannot stand and I am trying everything in my power to change but... ITS NOT WORKING!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I HATE BEING A GIRL. But then god made me this way right ? So he must have something in store for me , some reasoning behind why I am the way I am. This is an obstical to overcome.