So my life is full of confusing things ...thats just the way I am tho. Nothing can ever be clear steering for Angela , or the world will implode leaving nothing but a big black hole in the earth. Thats my theory and I will let you know if it ever happens! My birthday was superb! Everyone was so nice to me ! ANNNDDD TP He hugged me and I flipped , I completely flipped out in giggles! Yes and if he only knew that his arms around me was possibly the best birthday present I could get. Yesterday was wonderful and yet today I spent contemplating what to do now , where do I go from here. Why do I always get myself into these big knots? Maybe I can change? could happen ... Yes ( thoughtfully ) could most definatly happen.