ease up the tension

I am here at home battling a horrible-beyond-words internet connection. I just finished a 3000 word assignment that is due tomorrow. It's the last assignment of the semester, so I'm feeling quite relieved. It is, however, a piece of shit assignment. I've lost interest in school. It could be because I'm just tired of the whole going-to-school routine and am in need of a break, or because being in school and doing school things really takes up a bunch of time I'd rather use to spend with my grandma. It's probably a combination of both. I hate period-related ailments. Did you know that I get cramps and pain in my boobs for at least a week before I even get the damn thing? It feels like I'm carrying two sacks of stones in my chest. And let's not even get into the myriad of sensations that goes on down there. Blekh. I wish periods came only one day a month. It should just be an indication of whether you're pregnant or not and whether your ovaries are functioning properly. I'm so jealous of everyone who is graduating this semester. I wish I was done with school. I've never been a big fan of it, you know. I mean, I like learning and stuff, but the whole homework/assignment/class/lecture routine really bugs me. Well. Azzi's is Sarawak, walking around the caves of Mulu, exploring bats and such. How funky is that?
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I like the way you write. There's something about it.. do you write stories or poetry? you should. and yeah, periods are a pain in the ass.. well not really ass but im not even gonna go there. lol ;)
oh my god, i totally agree about the one day a month period! it just sucks so much. and it's not fair. women just got the shit end of the deal i guess =)
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I wanna be on a cool cave exploration.

I feel so fortunate to have a "friendly" period. I get hardly any cramps. I never have.

Are you on the pill? That can help.