I'm adding Jamaica to my list of places I want to visit. I think tattoos are sexy. Actually, I wish I could get a tattoo. Then I could make myself feel sexy. People disappoint me sometimes. But I suppose it's worse when I disappoint myself. I have a terrible habit of pretending everything is fine, and then feeling hurt when people can't tell that everything isn't fine. Yes, Ellina, go ahead and believe that people are mind-readers. 1,000 points for you. You know when people say you can do anything you want? Well, that's a lie. You can't do anything you want, because there are always constraints. You can only disallow things to hold you back if you've no heart or no friends & family. I have all three, although I'm still searching for a right balance between them because too much or too little tends to drive me up the wall. Hanging out by myself is becoming quite depressing. It's not very inspiring, either.