next to my bed i keep the birthday present you gave me 2 years ago a white frame with two doves probably in love resembling me and you inside it holds a picture but it won't hold me and you because as soon as your words spread it went from my heart to my head simple logic told me to get away from you i couldn't take it i still wanted to be with you but friends started telling me what to do told me to break up with you that i did but i cried cried more than i thought i would but it was too late to take back this mistake i should've stuck around to see what would happen maybe it would've worked out we'll never know ---------------- My mentor called yesterday and apologized, she seemed really sincere. She was all,"I feel so selfish! I was going to call you but I forgot!" so it's all good I guess. Fuck, I totally don't get my math so I haven't done the homework nor classwork and they're long so I don't know what I'm gonna do when it comes time for my teacher to check our homework and give us points =[ I saw a picture of Martin! I don't think he's that cute anymore, he lost his adorability. But he's alright, I know that some people would think he's hot. 2nd period was boring =[ I was talking to Jason on the bus and he's in my stock market team and he said that he thought we were going to win too. Damn. I still don't understand why we didn't win. I saw Dean today but I didn't talk to him. I think he was the saddest of all of us because he really wanted to win but when I saw him, he had a smile plastered on his face..a perverted smile. 4th was boring but I actually paid attention to the lecture. I have to go get money order for my AP exam [only $7] but some "rich bitches" in our class had to pay 82 bucks or something like that! Very expensive! During homeroom, I was with Annie who confronted this girl that was saying that Annie liked her boyfriend and was flirting with him or something like that. Poor girl acted like a deer trapped in headlights, all backing up into the wall, eyes wide open. I ate tuna sandwich today! YUCK! I dislike tuna but there wasn't anything left. OMG during 6th period, it was so fuckin hot. It's like they turned on the heater. I was all fanning myself and I was wearing my Roxy sweater but I didn't like the shirt I was wearing under [it was gay] so I didn't took the sweater off. I told my mom afterschool and she scolded me. So I lied there, dehydrated and lifeless and when I was writing, it was so hard because it's like I didn't have the strength. I was a dying fish on dry land. Now that I'm home, I stuck a water bottle and my Reese's in the quick freeze section of the freezer and turned the fan on and placed it to my left =] I saw Richard afterschool! He was walking in front of me but then he went sideways =/ And I lost him there until I cross the street and got in my mom car, I saw that he was about to cross the street =[ Maybe he was trying to avoid me. Well, he held the door open for me =] But then, I think he would've done that for anyone =[ But still!!! =]