So much going on right now, I wouldn't even know where to begin in updating the diary. But I know one thing;; I am fucking serious this time. I've realized lately that my flaws don't mean as much to other people as they do to me. But I'm going to do it this time, everything... I'm going to work on myself. I'm going to improve, I'm going to fucking rock it. And I'm going to get exactly what I want. <3