Thesis - I would be better off dead. Outline 1 - My emotional control is fucked. -crying for no reason. -"time of the month". -crying in public. bam. 2 - My life is fucked. -living with the devil. -my dad is a screwup. -PRESSURE OF HAVING TO DECIDE WHAT TO DO WITH THE REST OF MY LIFE. -relationships are too hard. 3 - I hate everything. -i hate you. -i hate me. -where's my suicide bomb hookup? Anyhooo.. I'm feeling a bit better now that I've napped. Things aren't so bad. On a serious note though, the stress of deciding what to do with my life is killing me. And who said this life was easy...