Didn't go to school Thursday or Friday, & Friday night we went out. We decided to get stoned and see Scary Movie 4. I was disappointed by that, seriously. Saturday, is more important. Prom night. I took ecstacy for the first time, successfully. Obviously, since I'm not dead. When most people pop e, they do it rather spontaniously and recognize the risks. I, however, thought about it the entire day & night beforehand, figured I had about a 50% chance of survival, and came to terms with that. That scared me a little. The high was good. Better than from any other drug I've tried. I had fun. We didn't sleep at all Saturday night, we stayed in a crummy motel. I also got drunk beyond belief while on e, some crazy proud moments that night. The next day, I shouldn't have driven home, but I did. My eyes were still fucked like crazy, and I had just stopped drinking a couple hours before. Meh. Sunday I talked to.. someone.. who was once very special to me. I hope maybe we can be cool hangout buddies again. cheaah. I do awesome makeup. :]