I think MSN is ruining my life, and I should feed it to the ducks. The angry, vicious, been-starving-for-months type ducks. It hurts a little, to be ignored. And not just on MSN, but the whole weekend. :[ That's fine. I'm just pissed because love follows me everywhere and when I'm finally willing to accept someone [which happens ...SORARELY. Like, 3 times, ever.] & give them a chance... bam. IN YO' FACE. Anyway... I've been considering burying myself in a hole. I'm playing this game right now where I stay online/watch tv 'til I'm so tired I could die, as to avoid getting up before supper tomorrow. Days go by faster when you're sleeeeping¢¾. Minus the whole, nofriendsnolifenoanyyyonewholovesme situation, I'm feeling pretty good about myself right now. Heck yeah. And my prom dress and shoes were ordered today. YES!!! I'm at dad's right now && my mom & I are going shopping at the first of the week sometime, because she knows how bad I need... shopping. and stuff. loveelove.