Holy, March!

WednesdayMarchFIRST. Everything's so simple during the week, but that doesn't mean I'm not in a horrible mood. Interrupting my nap after a horrendous day probably wasn't the best thing you could've done to me, but thanks a lot for banging on the keyboard louder than should EVER be allowed. I appreciate it. I appreciate nothing. Someone needs to serve me a chill pill. By that I mean a punch to the face. Seriously, I'm begging you... ? I feel a little lonely; I miss my friends. They're around, I just miss being with them. I don't want a boyfriend, but I would, could and probably will end up using someone to make myself feel special again this weekend. I take advantage of people's weaknesses, and I use them for my personal benefit. I'm being extremely hard on myself today, but I deserve it. I'm so glad it's almost the weekend♥. I want to volunteer. Help people out. I. I. I. My angsty attitude goes wild when I type in this diary. I love it; missed it. :]♥
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Yay, your updating again *does happy dance* (:
Firstly thanks for the "hearts thing" lol. secondly:we're all harsh on ourselves once in a while & i think we need it to then be able to say:actually...i'm not that bad after all!It's hard to love yourself... but it's a trial and error thing if you ask me:)try it out and see what happens :)(can u tell i'm lovin myeslf today?!)lol We're off school cause we're snowed in!I hope you can be a bit more leanient(sp?) on yourself soon...u deserve 2 b:)