Had a fight with ryan yesterday. ended decision was for him to coem to the addictions lady with me wednesday morning. You see. he goes, or I go. it's as easy as that. But after the decision was made, he picked me up from the house(number 1, i was painting)and drove me home... kinda. We ended up sitting in him car for and a half hours talking. About everything. good things. Like having a small apartment, and him maybe going to university. good things... I think last night was the best time I've ever had with ryan.