I shall start with sadness. As it is a troublesome thing in many of our lives right now. we all feel her loss, What the world itself has lost by losing him. and we grieve for her gried. I'm cursed with these bloody tears and I'm cursed with bloody love for everybody. damn me. I love You Krisitina Longing. I'm really starting to see how much Ryan means to me. His silly smiles. The way he looks up at me after kissing my hand. He is a dream into my reality. I really would be lost without him. Or I would be still screwing my life up with that sick icky dan man. Really. Just the things ryan does that make me shiver. Holding my hand in the car, kissing my nose. Making fun of me when I'm making fun of me. it's a interesting world. it's odd. -Candise