*I'm only happy when it rains I'm only happy when it's complicated *pour your misery down on me* anyways. I just woke up and am amazed to find that for once I actually slept. Havent slept much lately. My hairs kinda brunette/red/black now... as close as it has ever been to my natural color since almost October(it was black purple then) lol. so i guess that's not close at all. (song changes to my so called life-Ataris) I need more juice. brb. (song is now I hear you calling - Gob) I also got cupcakes. YAY! So yes. I'm going to need to finish packing for 4 weeks later today... leaving to be a councillor on monday. and leaving for my cabin later today. great fun. Wow... i look different with my hair like this. lol. and i also just realizedthat it says in here somewhere when i died my hair blueberry... hm. i wonder how long ago that was??? (song changes to In this diary ) I'm contemplating dying blonde streaks into my hair.... like.. tacky so totally fake looking streaks... i'm so into the tacky look right now.. i dont know why, not the old granny tacky. but well.. you know what i mean. i'm off tata