*I close my eyes...and all I see is you* -I needle tears a hole -The old familure sting -try to kill it all away -but i remember everything -Family affair today.. dear god help me -my mothers side... it HELL -my sister will probably pick a fight with Aunt Claudia.. again -And my mother will fight with Aunt Judy and not talk to her for a year... again -And my grandma mavis wont hear a thing cuz she'll turn off her hearing aid... again -And Kenny, Robby, Larrisa, Nathan and I will sit around and talk about nothing and everything and snoop through granda mavis's things..... again -I will let you down -I will make you hurt -If I could start again -I million miles away -I would keep my self -I would find a way _oh oh oh... troy's song is playing now.... a little creepy but i really dig... the music or him? -what if theres nothing mroe than this I think i'm done here....toodles.