wow guys! i guess it's been awhile, huh? well i'm happy this isn't broken anymore, that's for sure. but anyways, a lot has been going on! i've been working a ton more, everyday, which is really nice. i realized that it's my lot in life to just work at a daycare or babysit. i just love it! and i got sick too, lately. i can't really swallow right now. my throat hurts a lot and i'm sad cuz i just wanna eat like cereal, you know? but milk's so bad for sore throats! so i'm totally bummed. but this week's been pretty fun i guess. last night me, james, and jaci went to jenna & rachel's grad party. it was fantastic! i got to hang out w/ some people that i never get to, so that was awesome. and it was the last time i'm gonna see jaci for TWO weeks, so that was a little sad, too. but i feel like i have so much to do this summer! i guess it's not any different than any other summer, but it just seems like i'll be away from people more. regardless of what's going on w/ everyone, i'm gonna miss everyone. it's so awkward not hanging out w/ them all the time cuz all of us have never been this busy collectively. and don't even get me started on not seeing james! that's so weird too, but it's gonna be something that will test us, i feel like. and it's so weird to be graduating! like when shawn&marlena and jaci gave me those collages i wanted to die, b/c i felt like everything that's become so accustomed to me is like gonna be gone. and not that i'm scared, cuz i'm totally not-- i'm really excited--but i'm really upset that i'm leaving everyone i love. like everything has been awesome w/ my family lately, and it's gonna be so hard not seeing them every day. i guessit's a good thing i'm only going to houghton, and not messiah, cuz then i'd be freakin far from everyone. idk, this entry's really not meant for anyone in particular. it's jut what i feel. which i guess is what the point of a journal is. love you guys, k?