how some days i'll be sooo down, when the next I'll be in paradise. I'm so stoked to be where I am at right now. I don't really have much to my name. no job or car. criminal records. But I've come to realize all those things have only been around so long... I feel like my people can have such fulfilling life with trees and mud... everything else is a complication. I just think that before this point in my life I relied on the gratification of others to make me happy. DONNEE