hey yall. well..... i just got home from hangin out with Taylor and Marrisa. that was fun..... Marrisa lost her cell phone and we had to walk back like half a mile retracing our steps......it was horrible.... we later ate some orenge chicken! it was good.i then acted as a crutch for marrisa on the like 2 mile walk home. but yeah... break is finnaly here. i was grounded for the first weakend. it sucked. well.....i think it was sunday.... or something..... greg, lauren, kaelyn, sarah, shane and emily all hung out for kaelyn's B-DAY!! ie was steller.good times. and then later that day, we caught up with marrisa and taylor... and shane greg and i went with them to big lots. THEN greg and his fammily treated me to a movie which was realllly cool. we went and saw National Treasure. it was pretty damn good! very entertaining. so that was cool. i spent the night over at gregs when we got home........ greg showed me how to do all these weight exercises. i dont know how he does it!!! When we woke up the next morning and did the exercises again!! i was soooooo damn soar! i could barely lift up my arms to wash my hair in the shower! i mean damn! and he did twice as much weight as i did. it was amazing. anyways........ later that monday. Alysa came over...... and then Emily so greg and i took them over to the mall for breakfast. that was cool.then we camped out on laurens lawn for a while around noon...(She was still asleep!!) it was down.later. ben,lauren,and sarah joined our party. so we decided to go back to my place and watch "Colateral" with tom cruise. in the middle of the movie, shane and oliva showed up. (Olivia i hope you can forgive me for my poor communication skills and lack of judgement for my actions!!) but yeah it was cool. then we all left for lauren's and then everone decided to go over to olivias and i couldnt........ the rest of that night ended in tears for me but thats another story! the day after that greg helped me work across the street. He was such a great help (Thanx Greg!!). but yeah that was pretty much all yesterday! but yeah..........now its today.i did a lot of shopping!! i went to the mall with 96$ from working my ass of and getting burned along the way, and left the mall with 26$ it was rediculus! i didnt even buy anything for myself! which i dont mind at all. but yeah. soooooooooo........ yeah....... over all lately.... i've been felling like absolute shit! just cause of the asshole things i do. ( ben i hope you can forgive me for my nonsense) but yeah....... i havent been able to write the songs for brenda starr lately because of illnesses, family, extreme depression, and the like. so yeah sorry Devin Andrew and Nathan! but yeah. damn. fuck im a slacker. should just snuff it. (only a select people will have herd that term before). damn kids...... later