life is pretty fucking lame right now. so much going on. i just got back from another family vacation to the trailer. but this time i was able to bring greg. even though my parents told me i didnt have to go there with them again. haha damn they let me down. well bassically it went how it normaly does... dramatic fights, screaming, crying. pretty damn depressing. no vacation to me. my best friend is moving in now. cuz his parents are shit. im glad i can help him out. i know he'd do the same for me. and now im back from vacation to a load of expectations. overwhelming. whats gonna happen next. i feel like i dont know who i can trust. my mind is all over the place. filled with jelousy, agravation, and confusion. and who do i have to turn to when shit looks bad: no one