I'm Waiting For My Spark

Listening to: The Dead 60s
Feeling: philosophical
First of, lets just say that I'm pretty hungry right now. I asked my mother to make me some food and well she never did. And just to prove something(really nothing) I'm not going to cave in and just make it myself. Thats bad. Moving on to my spark. I have no spark. People have no spark for me. I just kind of wanted to know why. A girl told me that to attract people you have to be happy. People aren't looking for a project or a person to fix. I'm not this incredible sad unhappy person but I do agree that I never really show big smiles or am so happy. I dont want to sound like I'm depressed. Becuase I'm not. I have no right to be but I still would like people to feel for me. Is that bad? I mean, like in the movies its always the guy who's sad or just "sulking" that has a girl or new person take them on and cheer them up. I guess I base my life too much on the movies. P.S.(I've never done that)Dont be offended by this.
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*takes you on* you can e-mail me at any time. cg_girlofdoom@yahoo.com btw my church isn't bland at all. Burt is awesome. he's like reverse preacher, and tells us that alot of what the preacher says is wrong. This is the first church that made me feel like I belong there instead of in a mental home.