Sick of Fate

Feeling: super
I'm alittle apathetic with fate this very night. Yet again, I've had another put-off. Another girl say its just not your day, I'm sure you'll find someone. Fate sucks. Well, I guess I could say nasty things towards God and how I'm still waiting for the good things to come that I really want and deserve; but that would be anti-Jesus. And Jesus is my homeboy. Well, not exactly my homeboy, but sort of the friend that borrows your car and sleeps in your house but he's theres for a reason. Jesus is such a moocher. Anyways, alittle fun would be a nice change of pace for me. Where's the fun in a time like this? Could, and only two people I really know on this dieary, you help me with my anti-fun disease/social-pneumonia/gloomy-cancer? Maybe?
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i dont know how to stop it...it's terrible..i know...


thanks for saying i was a good story teller...keeps me going.
awsome music tast
[Anonymous]
Hullo..Cool Diary.. Hope Yoo Fix Your Anti-Fun Cancer And Hope Fate Starts Doing Ya Good... XxOo.. cya later mayte.. Love TaryN
[Anonymous]
envy me? the only reason i have something to say is because i'm clearly not feeling top notch, yes i will use that phrase, "top notch"..heh...is that how you spell notch? or does it have that stupid silent "k" thing?...

anyways...i really feel honored that you read my stuff and as for your troubles in writing...i dont know..i just write what i'm feeling and only can write when i'm feeling something, just dont push it, wait for your emotions.
not every day do i have a story, but...in recentness i have...but really, it's nothing, nothing important at all. and i will not sue you, you're much too good to me. notch is notch aye?..

i love your writings, it's poetic and story telling also, what's that idea that you have somewhere inside you? let it out!
i dunno..when i write, i just let out all my thoughts that i've had that day, or most of them...you can do it.
holy shit? are you serious about the movie thing? cause that whole unfinished story idea in your head is EXACTLY what's going on with me, holy shit...how weird...
my idea from my head is about a girl (who just happens to be 16) and her life in just a couple days, but how a lot happens, and flashbacks of memories, and no one has a name, just kind of nick names that she thinks her her head...its difficult to explain, but i've written 13 pages already...pretty dumb but whatever.