hullo. I broke onto the computer. haha. I'm not allowed to be on here at all. Especially not this late. But I am. Haha.. Ah it's ok though. I took a reaally long nap. So I can afford it. Even though I do have to be at school early tomorrow because WE'RE GOING TO DISNEYLAND!!! yaaay! band trip band trip! It's going to be great.. and what's more, I get to meet someone there. ;) :) nervousness... I still haven't packed anything. I guess I'll do it tomorrow. :-p Today was fun. I got TWO doughnuts this morning, and it was pretty much a do-nothing day. I got to watch "Enough" in second period today. That movie really put me in a killin' mood. But in a good way, not in a bad way. Haha.. you're wondering how, right? :-p it was good because I wasn't really actually pissed off. Geez though.. if I found out I was being cheated on like that I'd make the guy eat his own balls. (yeah.. and don't doubt that I'd do it either. So don't anybody screw with me...) ahem.. so anyways.. After that I got to see Showcase of the Arts for two periods. It's like a talent show for anyone who takes performing arts classes at my school. It didn't have as much variety as usual, but it was still pretty awesome. The best acts were my friend Jessica playing her clarinet, Laura on her oboe, a magician, and one really good singer. The magician was great.. there was only one slight mess up, and that wasn't her fault because I wasn't sitting directly in front of her, and you wouldn't normally account for that. She did the whole thing with style. :) The singer was really good too, she just needed to project more. As for all the rest of the peoples, weelll.... give them a pat on the back and send them home.. haha... :-p :-D (I'm not a critic.. :-p) Oh grr.. and the stupid audience was annoying me again. Something behind us started buzzing so they all had to turn around and look, and then they looked again, and then they looked again, and then they saw other people looking again so they looked again too, and then they looked again.... ARRGH! I hate that. Like whenever people come into a room they always have to look too. Who even really cares who is coming in? You don't need to know. It doesn't help you to know. I don't care if they come in bearing an AK-47!! If they did, the first person they would take out would be you, because you're looking at them and therefore you are a threat. It's not like you'd have time to do anything. You wouldn't. You might manage an "oh-my-god" if you're lucky. It would serve you right for being so annoying. :-p And then they might send a spray or two over in my direction just because of my proximity to the morons who keep turning around. But, if I was lucky and you DIDN't get me killed, then I could hit the dirt, and play dead or maybe crawl away. And everything would be fine. So, um, turning around is no good to anyone unless you're waiting for something in particular. It's just annoying and that's all... Ahem.. soo.. yes.. after showcase was lunch. Except it wasn't lunch because they pulled a sectional on us, and I sat there the whole time waiting to play, because supposedly it wasn't going to take up the whole lunch hour, and because any sane person would do it at the beginning of lunch so you could get it over with and not get your instrument all nasty, AND because everyone else was there too so it should have been right, and he never told us otherwise.. But NOOOOO, we didn't do it until the end of lunch. So I didn't get to eat anything. How lovely. How nice. Thanks so much. The last two periods I did nothing anyway. I could have been eating darnit! Ah well, it's okay, because I had fun anyways. My friend Richie had some Salvador Dali books with him, so I looked at those the whole time. At first I thought they were just lewd and hideous, but after you stare at those things for a while they start to get really interesting. Fun stuff.. well.. that is, it's fun until someone tries to KILL YOU WITH IT!!! um, yeah.. we had kind of a freak accident. We were walking after school and Richie tried to put his arm around me, but the stupid idiot forgot he was still carrying the books and jammed them into my throat. He practically crushed me. Yah.. ouch. (they were hardcover too..) :( Soo.. my throat still hurts.. but I still like Dali, even though it did try to kill me. So, as a helpful hint to everyone out there: if you try to embrace someone, make sure you're not holding anything, like, you know, KNIVES, or anything.. (well, unless, you just sort of "accidentally-on-purpose" happen to be holding them.. ;) omg.. he wasn't REALLY trying to kill me was he??! waah... you have no idea how paranoid I am now..) I'm feeling all art-y now. I think I'll go to a museum on my birthday again this year. Probably MOMA this time. Hopefully they'll let me go to San Fransisco alone.. I've never actually been alone. And you have to take your time in museums.. so it could be more fun to go alone. I guess I'll see about that one. I might rather go with Richie anyways.. ok.. that's it.. byes! (hmm.. today has a rather violent theme, no? :-p )