Made Me Think

Listening to: Room Raiders
Feeling: bewildered
To whom it shall concern, Ok, this entry is gonna get a little deep, I sappose. Well I stayed up untill like five this morning watching the degrassi marathon. It was lets say dramatic and some what meaningful. One of the episodes last night had to do with this guy Rick that was always being teased and hated by other students because of his past. Well one day he just snapped and brought a gun to school and well you get the point. I mean I know it's just a show but, it made me think. The rick guy shot this one guy Jimmy while Jimmy's best friend Greg watched him get shot and fall to the floor. This entry may be stupid to some but I mean, think about it. There are so many people that fight with friends over the stupidist crap and we take friendship for granted. I have no room to talk. I admit I get angry over stupid crap but, at the time it just seems important but, to watch a friend die right in front of me would absolutely kill me. To see my best friend be shot and just lie there dieing I have no idea how I would even think about reacting. How many people out there now are fighting with someone over something stupid. Fighting because a friend likes the same guy as you, fighting about lies, fighting just to keep your pride. I ask everyone one question. If you saw that one person you are fighting with that used to be your friend would you let them die alone with no one there or would you hold their hand and tell them that everything is alright, that you are there for them. Ultimately that will most likely never would happen but, just think about it. What if it does. . . I know that I would never want that to happen. No matter how mad I am at one of my friends or what any of us have been through, I would just like to say that I would be there for them and that I still love them as a friend as much as I did the first day we became friends. I know that there are some people that are probally reading this right now say "what the hell is your point?" but, I just had to say all of that. I had to get it out. It seemed entry worthy to me. Well I think I am gonna go. Maybe I'll write later. Bye. Johnna
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I saw that episode.And your entry was really deep..i get exactly what your saying, do dont think your the only one thinking that..by the way your whole journal setup is awesome
Johnna dearie i love you but the guys name is Craig...sorry. I watched that too. I love Degrassi. I watched those eps when they first aired and i bawled my eyes out.