To whom it shall concer, . . . Trying hard to fill the emptiness. . . *sigh* This weekend was ok. So, far. I still got a couple hours left. I'm sure something will fuck the day up. Usually does. I should be studying for all the freaking finales but, O well. I'll do it later. I was like up all last night and didn't go to bed untill like 2a.m. and my mom woke me up at 10:20a.m. I was so freaking pissed cause it would be nice if I could just sleep in once in a while. I get up at six everyother friggin day of the week. All I want is to be able to sleep in on a freaking Sunday :Z Err! I think I am gonna put a really good song in here. . . I know there’s something in the wake of your smile. I get a notion from the look in your eyes, Yeah you’ve built a love but that love falls apart.Your little piece of heaven turns too dark. Listen to your heart when he’s calling for you. Listen to your heart, there’s nothing else you can do. I don’t know where you’re going and I don’t know why, but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile. The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah. They’re swept away and nothing is what is seems. The feeling of belonging to your dreams Listen to your heart when he’s calling for you. Listen to your heart, there’s nothing else you can do. I don’t know where you’re going and I don’t know why, but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye. ....Thats a really good song. It's called Listen to your heart by D.H.T. I like it atleast. I think I am gonna go and sand my chairs today. We are like redoing all the furniture that is up by the pond so that it is nice and pretty. And I get to sand all these freaking chairs that are metal and they have these holes in them (It's the style of the cahir not rusted through spots 8D) and it makes it so hard to sand. Then the fun part..I get to paint them. YAY! That is gonna have to be like this summer cause I don't see me getting those chairs done anytime soon:( I think I also may go and get a job this summer. I donno. I was gonna work at Blueberry Haven but, I donno if I am gonna. There is just some people I don't want to be around that are gonna work there. Well I am gonna go cause my mom is gonna vacuum. ~*JC*~