9:21 PM Still shaking. Hands are frozen stiff...kinda hard to type. Just got home not too long ago from outside. Guy's night out apparently, because all the girls are out too. Adam's idea. Me, Adam, Gavin and John all eating pizza and pizzabogganing down the hill. T'was fun. Took my mind off things... 9:57 PM I will tell you why; so shall my anticipation prevent your discovery, and your secrecy to the king and queen moult no feather. I have of late--but wherefore I know not--lost all my mirth, forgone all custom of exercises; and indeed it goes so heavily with my disposition that this goodly frame, the earth, seems to me a sterile promontory, this most excellent canopy, the air, look you, this brave o'erhanging firmament, this majestical roof fretted with golden fire, why, it appears no other thing to me than a foul and pestilent congregation of vapours. What a piece of work is a man! how noble in reason! how infinite in faculty! in form and moving how express and admirable! in action how like an angel! in apprehension how like a god! the beauty of the world! the paragon of animals! And yet, to me, what is this quintessence of dust? Hamlet, Act II scene II