How fucking depressing can it be to look back at entries from last summer. Wow, I had some issues. It was definatly hard, and tested me in MANY ways. Getting over I guy I loved, some of you might not know this, but yeah, it was onle of the hardest things I've ever had to do. I've been single for almost a year and I've grown so much, on my own. It's crazy. With all this ex-boyfriend talk, I'm thinking about how after having some crazy fun this summer, I know when school rolls around I'm going to want to get into something serious again. I'm already getting sick of random hookups with guys I barely know. Sounds slutty, but yea, I just want someone I can trust and have security again. But I know I'm not ready yet, I'm still having my fun with Stacey. We are crazy and I love it. I honestly don't know what the heck I would do without her. She is always there when no one else is. ~Amanda