I kinda miss that one innocent crush. It's not so innocent anymore. I miss the fact that whenever I went to football games my heart would race just watching him. I want to be his, but theres someone always in the back of his mind. He probaly won't admit it, but that one person that broke his heart he probaly won't get back. But when she goes to him to have fun, or to just get a hookup, he can't reject her because his feelings are still deep. At least thats how I see it. I think I got played. Hmm. But if he keeps on coming back for more that means something, right? maybe i'm just a booty call. and how the fuck did Steve Dodge find out? hhhmm. I think I ask too many questions. Over- anylize situations... jump to conclusions. I should work on that. -Amanda