do i have some sort of sign on my forehead that tells a guy to run away? right when I let my guard down, and my walls start to crumble, and I let someone in, boom. Gone. I mean, seriously, havn't I been shattered enough? Don't I DESERVE better than this? I guess I was born with tagedy in my blood. And right when I need someone to catch me, to be here for me, no one is here. It seems as if I have to deal with certain situations alone too often. 10:04 pm a venting sesh was much needed. I wrote this, but am not satisfied with it. im never satisfied with anything i ever write Ever After Once upon a time In a fairytale land There is never an ever after A castle with too thick of walls Burt down to a crisp By the burning flame of desire Only to bring in the uninvited The knights are all dead No protection is here Mind as well give in The shattered concrete Lay on the ground Helpless and waiting There is no need for rebuilding My prince charming is here As they say Nothing gold can stay The hooves of my savior are galloping Into the horizon. Away from this kingdom This fairytale land Where there is never an ever after.