JEEEEZE. finally. Right when I need to vent, and write down everything, the SITdiary server was down. Grrr. I've become really dependant on this diary. When a situation comes up, sometimes I find myself thinking "oh ya...i can't wait to get home and write about this in my diary" but i usually never do.... There are some people that are just born to win. And when they lose, they get upset. Like my uhh boyfriend. He lost his vball game. I was online and I was talking to his friends Josh and Jordan, and they were talking about how they lost their game today. They said that Colin seemed upset, and I knew he was going to be. So i was contemplating whether or not to call him, but i ended up doing so anyways. From the moment he answered his phone...I knew he was pissed. I have never ever heard him this mad befor. And Colin isn't the kind of guy that gets mad. So he was talking about the game...and just hearing his tone of voice...ugh...it definatly broyght me down. And i was having a good say today too. Grrr... Dance was okay. I usually don't like it when Joy teaches the Thursday class, but she was in a good mood, and it was a fun class. Then in company rehersal...we basically didn't dance at all. WE talked about the war. How young men and women are going out there...and dieing. 28 people died. This is only in the first week. They are sending more troops out- to get killed. It bothered me the other day that they had ARMY recruiters at our school. They wanted people to join so they can basically go to war to uhhhh die. Just like everyone else. Im sorry, but I just don't get war. It's not like it really solves anything. I just realized how hypicritcal our country is. Just the other day I was flipping through TIME magazine and I saw a picture of an injured civilian in a truck with US medics hleping them. When we are the ones like basically messed them up. Innocnet people are dieing. And we are trying to become friends with them? WHAT THE HELL. If i lived in Iraq, and id we killed my mother, I'm sorry but I would never ever be a ble to forgive what they did. ever. Just think about it. I know I am.