lalala. I really have nothing to write about...im just kinda on the bored side. I dont think I'm gonna go anywhere tonight, I don't feel like it. no no no. this was never ever supposed to happen. something like this only happends to somebody else. not me!!! fucking asshole. i hate people that break promises. "oh amanda i'll never break your heart...I promise" YAH FUCKING RIGHT. i shouldnt have given in. if i didnt, i wouldnt be where i am right now. dumb amanda. scarred for life. im the freaking scaredest person when it comes to getting involved with someone again. whyyyy meeeee. i swear i didnt do anything bad...im a good person i really am. I JUST CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. someone save me x0x0 amanda