dont u just love drama? haha NO. i think i realized that if i lose this guy....then that would biteeee the big one. i guess i need to try harder. i just dont wanna get hurt. ANYWAYS. im so freakin amped on the talent show. i just hope it is as good as last years. ill try my best. today, at rehersal...everyone said i rocked the stage. haha i felt it too. like i have this thing ever since i was little. i love performing and it gives you this high like nothing else. especially with the lights shining in your eyes...and you look out into the audience, and all you see is black. I made sure that all the lighting i had was a spotlight, so the light would like blind me so i couldnt see the audience. cuz i know if i did, i would totally freak out. that auditorium is freaking huge...and im probaly gonna be performing in front of like 1000 people. jeeze. thats overwhelming.