All good things must come to an end. But when people are having so much fun, they don't like to realize that there is an end. Well the end is near, and it hit me like a ton of bricks. I should have expected it. If I learn anything from this, it'll be to always keep the end in mind. You can't plan on something that isn't going to last. Unfortunately, that's just how it goes. Nobody means to do it. Of course no one wants it. But in order to accomplish a person's happiness, sacrifices must be made. It's inevitable, and nothing we can do will stop it. I was cold last night. Really cold. I was wearing a winter coat, and I was still shivering. I finally calmed down enough to go to bed, and I got a phone call, and it got really cold again. Funny how that happens. I woke up this morning and took a walk in my backyard. The only thing I got was a set of cold ears. It's going to happen no matter what, beacuse you just can't please everyone. It would be so amazing if I could just stop caring. But I can't. That's the part I don't understand. I just don't want to be... left there. Without anything or anyone. I'm selfish. It's a terrible trait, but it's true. That is the only explanation. I'm really sorry. I want everyone to just be happy. Please just be happy. I'm sorry. This song is surprisingly appropriate.