I've realised that Rae has something I have. She once wrote me: " I started keeping a journal again, some of the things I write are things I want to share so that I can get help before things go too far. But some things I don't want to share because I know that no one will understand me and would scare people away" In opening up, this paragraph became a fear to me as well. Yet in time, I have tried to share and made progress. I swore to myself that I would never want to share this book with Rae and I was so afraid to open up my feelings that I wrote within this Book. Yet, I have given Rae the chance to read these entries and she responded with one of the most moving responses I had ever heard. It made me cry and I was so happy, so reliefed, that I lost my fear. There's always something that someone wants to get off her or his mind. It takes time.