Well i'm grounded. haha. I cant have no phone, no computer, no party. Alot has happened this month. Me and my mom have been in a lot of fights. I really dont like her at all. I was seriously thinking about moving to my dads house. Which i'm here right now. Thats the only way i can be on the computer. is if i'm at my dads house. But anyways. I stole 15 dollars from my mom in coins that i wrapped up and i bought 3 phone cards with them. Well my mom went threw my wallet and took my phone cards and my 5 dollars i had so that i couldnt by another one. Then she hid the stamps on me so i couldnt write will anymore. But i asked her if i could write and she said i could so she gave me some stamps. OH yeah she called down to Kentucky and bitched out what she thought was wills mom but it was actually wills best friends mom. and she never told me about this. Then one day i took 25 bucks out of this little wish pot we have and the only way you can get money out is if you get tweezers and pull the money out. well somehow she knew that i took 25 bucks. she either has the phone tapped, becasue i was talking to johnna when i did it. or she has cameras. she hid all her money. and she flipped out on me the one night. shes like "why do you lie and steal from me" i said "because iknow you dont want me to talk to him. and she was like "if you think i'm such a bitch maybe you should pack your bags and live with your dad. becasue i dont know what to do with you anymore. I have to pay off the phone bill and all the bills and payments are due by this month. now i have to work over time. Thanks alot kayla. Or would you rather have me quit work and stay home and baby sit you until your 18 becasue if thats what you want then i can do it. I dont trust you. its pretty bad that i have to hide my money someplace." then we talked about will and she said he needed a shrink and i'm like "HES NOT CRAZY" she said he needed a shrink because i shouldnt have to help him threw the stuff hes going threw. and she has no idea what the fuck hes going threw. oh yeah and shes walked up stairs and is like "i know you think your in love..." and thats what really set me off. i hate it when people tell me how i should feel or think towards someone. whatever i just talk to her like everythings ok but i still am mad at her. tonight it took everything for me to convince my dad for me to walk 2 blocks to the movies. and he just didnt want me to go...but when we got down there we couldnt get into the movies because we had to be 17 so we walk like 2 blocks down and my dad drove down and said "your in trouble" and pointed his finger. he drove down just to check on me. what ever...i got home and taught him some spanish...haha its gonna be a while i want chelsea to get home so i can use her phone. i could ask my step mom kim if i could call will. shes cool like that... and i just realised that it says i have no friends on my list..wtf. i had tons of them on there. i've been having volleyball practice. and i work at the blueberry haven so people come and vist me. we get nothing done becasue we talk to much and have fun. haha. well if i want to talk to my frineds so bad so just call me. you know the number...if not find it out from someone else or IM me. this weekend... -kayla